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Real talk: In the last year and a half, I’ve gained nearly 20lbs. Truthfully, this fact did start bothering me until very, very recently. (Mostly it was when I saw the scale bump above 170lbs.) Because here’s the thing, I’ve had a hard time really caring about weight loss for a while now. I mean really caring about it. The kind of caring about it required to be successful. Weight loss really hasn’t been a priority for me – regardless of the many times I’ve recommitted to my weight loss – for a long time. (Also, as an aside, apparently I tend to recommit to my weight loss around this time every year…)
I’ve care about maintaining a health lifestyle without a doubt. I haven’t returned to atrocious eating habits of yore. I’ve kept up my fitness overall, and even though I haven’t been as consistent in strength training, I’m still doing it with some regularity. I actually took some progress photos on Friday night to compare with my photos from June 2010 and February 2013. I’m definitely squishier than I was in 2013 (boo), but I think I still look smaller than I did in 2010 despite weighing 10lbs more (yay!)
More real talk: I’m getting married in less than 3 months. While I don’t buy into the wedding industry’s message that you must lose weight and be fit and toned and bikini ready (or whatever) to be beautiful on your wedding day, I already have my dress. The day I picked it up it fit perfectly – no alterations needed (read: I wouldn’t have to spend more money.) The dress still fits despite the weight I’ve gained since I picked it up back in February but just barely.
So as superficial as it may or may not be, that’s my current motivation. Yes I want to look good in my dress, but more importantly I want to be comfortable in my dress. I want to be able to eat and dance and breath without feeling like I’m going to tear my dress at the seams.
I’m not saying I’m recommitting to weight loss, but I am committing to hopefully looking a bit more like I did back in February 2013 (and that damn dress!)
So to help keep me committed, some September Goals. I’m keeping it simple this month:
- Tracking – because well, I know damn well tracking is what I need to do to actually lose weight.
- Work-out 5 days a week – 3 strength days, 2 straight cardio or group fitness class days. I printed a calendar to hang up and check off days I work out. I want at least 20 check marks.
- Sign up and train for a 5K – After the marathon, I’ve struggled to fall back in love with running. I find myself missing training and racing more and more, and a 5K seems like a good way to easy myself back into a training plan.